THANK YOU SO MUCH for your kind words, encouragement, & most of all prayers.
The last few weeks I have really been for a loss of words. Life just kinda stopped. Then Truman got sick. Which lasted nearly 2 weeks, but was probably a much needed distraction. Although I am lacking a good nights sleep, I was able to regroup & focus on real life. Slowly.
I’ve thought a lot about blogging more again, but I’m just not feelin’ it like I used to. I love my blog – I even gave it a little updated look. I have a 100 things to blog about, I just lack enthusiasm when I sit at the computer. Maybe I’m depressed. Maybe this is God’s way of removing a distraction from my life.
There are so many things to do, random thoughts running through my head, pictures to post, stories to tell, but I’m just not feelin’ it.
As for Taylor: Big Daddy has began calling her once a week (he’s spoke to her twice). She has yet to call us or talk to me. A part of me is sad another part mad. I can easily slip to a negative outlook, forgetting all the reasons that led to us making this decision. Unfortunately, the rain has to pour, the thunder will roll, & lighting may strike. The tornado will twist & there may even be destruction involved. All before the rainbow is arched. I just pray – for God’s will, His timing, lots of patience & peace. I pray a lot.
The boys: I’ve been asked how they are dealing with this. I hate to say it, but they are totally okay. Honestly, they haven’t asked many questions. There is a huge amount of peace in our house right now. The tension & walking on egg shells is gone. In one way we gave up a lot of control, but in another gained so much back.
Big D: He is having a hard time. He misses her & worries about her constantly. Sadly, he knows the area she is living in & it is unsettling to say the least.
I’m not sure what the future of my blog is. Right now, I’m focusing on spending more time with God & getting back to some kind of a routine with the boys. Taylor leaving, a very sick baby, deer season, & Tim on vacation has not made very many productive school days. I have got to get it together.
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